Sunday, September 26, 2010

I don't really like monday........

We're far away from our beloved family, friends and boyfriend... But We keep on smiling... :D

Thinking abou new year... It won't be long until the year 2011 to come. I'm sure that I won't celebrate it with my family. But what about him?

I'll miss him so much...

not so romantic picture by the way... Hahahahaha... :D

Gotta go to sleep. I have a job to do tomorrow and I have to travel from Bogor to Bandung to do that job. Which means I have to leave him here... T.T

I lose 2 kilos by the way... Yippie!!!

Gotta continue this diet with more fruits and vegetable. I'm even thinking about being a vegetarian from Monday to Friday. And eat meats in Saturday or Sunday.

Let see what I can do about that...

So, see ya later.......

Thursday, September 23, 2010



But unfortunately I have no picture to be posted... T.T

Good news is... I'm on diet!!! And I've become easily angry!! hahahaha...

Got nothin' to write, got nothin' to worry about...
I'm enjoying my life......

But I miss my monthly crazy shopping because I'm saving for a crazy big shopping!!

I've just watched The Devil Wears Prada (poor me, after such a long time). And I'm in love with that movie. It's just every girl's dream movie!! And the clothes!!! They're awesome!!! And I'm in love with Sex and the City as well. Ooooh... I wish I was Carrie Bradshaw... But I don't really wanna be that old and not married... But she met her prince charming as last...

I used to believe that a girl must wait for a boy to come and bring her out of her booooooooring world. But now I know that I need to get out from that world and go get my boy. Hehehehehe... I got him..

Speaking of him... I miss him... I'm sure everyone is sick and tired of hearing those words from my mouth. Hehehehehe...
But I won't see him this week. I've told ya I'm saving my money...

And about fashion, I've been thinking that I don't really in to vintage that much anymore. I need to mix my old vintage style with some modern style so I can get a wild, glamorous and graceful style (I can't find another word for something that more down to earth from graceful)

I eat so much bread this week. And less rice... Less fruit... I don't think this is a healthy diet. But I just wanna be thinner so desperately... So I guess, I'm not really enjoying my life then...

Whatever... I just wanna be lighter... Hahahahaha... That's a right word... Lighter...

Gotta go... I've been writing crap on my blog...

See you around latter with my latest look...

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Best Friends!!

My best girl friends in Bandung!! Found a boy in that picture? Well, He's my best girl friend too.. Hahaha... You know what I mean...

We're planning to go shopping next week. I want to buy some Batik clothes and maybe a pair of shoes. I look awfully dressed with my Batik shirt which almost like a dress but too short to be worn as dress and it's giant buttons...

God, I need to loose some weight!!!
And I need internet!!

Can't wait for next week to go shopping with them!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Just wanna share some photos

Got no time for posting even a post in my blog
because I have no internet connection and not even an inspiration, I'm busy at work lately...

I usually go back to Bogor from Bandung in my day off, to meet my boyfriend of course. He is sick, so I have to go to Bogor instead of him going to Bandung. He's turn is next week. While in Bogor and provided with internet, I'm posting my photos taken months ago...

I love the collar and that bow on the skirt. Bought that skirt at local department store and the shirt at flea market of course. I fell in love with the collar, I can't seem to find that brown skinny belt. Where the hell did I put that thing?

Monday, June 14, 2010

Almost got the job but losing my shine

I left my heart in Bogor... I have to move to Bandung. I'm a ticketing and reservation trainee in an Indonesia Airline. I can not imagine living far away from my beloved boyfriend... But here I am, I have to face the reality that no matter how much you love someone, you will never be with him 24 hours a day 7 days a week.

God, I miss him...

Have you ever have this feeling like you're all alone while you're surrounded by so many people just because the one you love is not there with you? Well, that's how I feel. Just like The Corrs' song

I still breathe...
I still eat...
And the sun it shines the same like it did yesterday
But there's no warmth
There's no light
I feel empty inside...

I left my heart in Bogor, how can I live without my heart...

I've promised that I will never post anything in my blog when I'm feeling sad....

But that's how I feel now...

I'm happy that I almost got the job
But I'm suffering...
I need to pull my self together...

Dear Mbeb...

I Love You...
And I Will Always Do...

Monday, June 7, 2010

2nd Interview

They called me two days ago. I have the 2nd interview in Tuesday, the interview will be in Bandung. So, if I can get this job, then I have to move to Bandung. I'm gonna miss my beloved boyfriend T.T But I have to get this job!!! Wish me luck!!! I will go to Bandung this morning, so I won't get late for the interview.

I go to Taman Bunga Nusantara in Puncak last Friday. That place is amazing. I'll post the pictures of that place later. Now I will post the outfit first. Hehehehe...

The multi layered necklace is DIY. And I love details on the shoulder of that jacket. My boyfriend asked me to buy that jacket, I wasn't sure at first but then I liked it!! He apparently has a great sense of upcoming trend !! Now Military looks are in!! He's my stylist now... Hahahaha...

Thursday, June 3, 2010

I should have done my laundry

But I ended up taking some picture wearing my mom's sheer blazer and her dotted blouse. She gave me those items when I was in Medan. I wish I wore this outfit to the interview yesterday, but what would they think....? I wore the shoes actually, and I almost wore the pants. I bought that pants when I was taking my friend Dini to do her "crazy" shopping last week. The size is XL!! But I don't care!! I look slim in that silky pants!! hahahaha...

Look at my lips. I use lip balm, lipstick and lip gloss. And they look plumper

so bossy :p

I tried using my boyfriend's new camera remote and his tripod. So, for the first time I took those photos my self!! Yay!! You can see me holding the remote in my left hand in the 2nd photo. There will be more photos with these tools now!! Yippie!!

So, still waiting for the interview call... Wish me luck :D

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Wish me luck

Long time no write... :D
I had an interview this afternoon at Sriwijaya Air, finally! I was so nervous till I almost couldn't talk at all. But, I hope a miracle can happen and they will call me for the next interview.

Last week my friend from singkawang came to visit me in Bogor. I take her to shopping places and she spent lots of money, hahahah!!

Her name is Dini, we've been best friends since we were in the first grade of elementary school. Can you imagine that? We've been best friends for about 16 years!! There were three of us, best friends. Me, Dini and Ikha. Oh.. I miss Ikha. We talked about our childhood while she was here in Bogor. We miss the old times... *sigh* I alwasy have best friends in every grade of school. Dwi and Dyan are my best friends in Junior high school. And Astri is my best friend in High school. Miss them so very much!! Now I have Esa and Veny in Bogor. Best friends mean more than just a friend. I can say that I have pretty much friends. But that's all my best girl friends. My sisters, My mom and Kak Harti are also My best girl friends. My father and my boyfriend are my best boy friends. Love them, Miss them!!

We went to Bandung in Friday, but we didn't spent much time there, thanks to traffic jam -.-'. She went back to Singkawang in Monday. I'm gonna miss her, I'm missing her and my friends in Singkawang T.T

I'll post the latest look. I was playing with animal prints about two weeks ago. There were an internet connection trouble, and I was like crazy!! Now they've fixed it.

I bought this sunglasses when i was visited Kota Tua with my boyfriend. It's just like a The Jakmania sunglasses, because it's orange. Hahahaha... I wont wear it in Bandung!

The colourfull leopard print blazer was my mom, she gave it to me. No, I asked her to gave it to me, hahahaha. Zebra print bag was bought when I was working as SPG in local Dept. Store. That leopard print flats was bought at Mangga Dua.

It's summer look. It's still rainy in Bogor, sometimes. It's a "Rainy City" anyway...

Well, wish me luck with getting that job!!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Quick Post

I've just made an account in
and found out that I've and account in but I don't remember when did I make that account.
I decided to post more of my photos here and there.
I've red discussion forum about lookbook vs chictopia or something like that.
I think they just take it too serious... ^^

I admit that lookbook is kinda cold, people don't appreciate your post a lot, but keep trying!!
I haven't post anything in chictopia, so I can give my judgment.
Well, I've just uploaded a photo in, that velvet top with shorts and socks. It viewed twice already!! Although people have to click the photo to read the description, but they view my post anyway!! I love appreciation!! ^^

I've made two fashion illustrations recently, I'll post them later.
And my boyfriend and I have this plan in Thursday to go to Kota Tua in Jakarta.
Maybe we'll take some pictures there, then I'll post them later ^^

And ooh.. Don't ask me about the job, I've try as hard as I could, I've prayed, and I'm still waiting... *sigh*

Wish me luck!!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Kaskus and Sambu Flea Market

I have nothing to do today -.-' I visited kaskus but I end up making a user get mad of me. Hahahahaha... It's quite funny actually, so I started to put a link to my blog in all of my posts in kaskus. Hopefully, there's some one I can talk about my passion for fashion, books movies, fashion illustration and flea market. But this user sent a visitor message to me, and he said that I'm a dumb b*tch and that I'm selfish and my whole family are selfih and it's a shame to have this kind of person (that means me :3) on earth and some other bad things like that, just because I put a link in my posts. I mean, he don't even know my full name -.-', how can he judge me like that. Kids... -.-'

Because I have sense of humor I laughed reading that kind of messages, and decided to make him mad. Don't blame me for doing that :3 I have nothing to do, so making someone who sent bad words to me get mad is doing something. So i choose doing something than doing nothing :P It's fun to make that kid angry by saying he can do nothing about me and all he can do is just watching me being more selfish person. Fufufufufu...

Who the hell in this world is not selfish? Ofcourse we care about ourselves. But I'm not that kind of selfish like that "I'm a smart and wise person" kid said, I just care about my self. I just want this blog to be known. This is what I do in my free time, that means everytime. Don't blame me if I choose to make something that can make me happy by sharing my outfits and thoughts to other people without harming or hurting them.

you just better go find something to do kido!

Anyway, I'll put some of Sambu Flea Market pictures I've visited in Medan. This time I took those picture, I was with my sister, Cindy. We went there to buy a denim vest for our youngest sister, Tasya, because she wanted to have a denim vest just like her sisters. Hahahaha... Cute girl :3 I forgot to take the picture of that vest we bought, but it was good one. Simple yet kinda girly, suit her well.
Sorry about the bad quality of the pictures, they were candid...

they even sell bras... :p

Well, that's all for today... See you in the next post! Enjoy!! ^^

Monday, April 26, 2010

late at nite...

I was bored this afternoon. So I asked my boyfriend to take my picture wearing my new floral velvet blouse I bought yesterday. But, he was in a bad mood because he lost his wallet. It wasn't a nice photoshoot he didn't enjoy it and I didn't enjoy seeing him that way.

Later he found that his wallet was on the table covered by a box and other stuffs. My poor baby... :3 He was so happy to see his wallet again.. >.<

I'm still looking for a job, and waiting for a job to come. Ooooo... I hope this waiting will end soon. I'm boring of doing nothing but sitting in front of computer -.-' I love working, I found that I'm a workaholic. And now I have to do nothing and it's torturing me... T.T

I'll go to Jakarta this Friday to give my application to some Airlines offices there. Wish me luck!! >.<

Oh, and about the outfit. The floral velvet blouse, black pump and sandals were from the one and only my fave place to shop some vintage outfits, Cibinong Flea Market!! The brown belt and lacey socks were from Bogor Trade Mall. Short was my boyfriend's, he gave it to me... :3

The picture was taken my beloved bad mood boyfriend :3

here are some more pictures

Friday, April 23, 2010

Kupu-kupu yang lucu


Kupu-kupu yang lucu
kemana engkau terbang
Hilir-mudik mencari
Bunga-bunga yang kembang
Pada tangkai yang. lemahTidakkah sayapmu
Merasa lelah

I miss my childhood!!! Everything seemed to be simple and easy. It's all different now... T.T

I miss playing with my sisters. Swinging in our home yard. Having a talk before we fall to sleep. Sharing our clothes and shoes and sometimes I'll get angry because she wear mine without telling me before. Go to school by pedicab, oooohhh!!! It was a lot of fun!!!

I fell off the pedicab once, I hurt my nose and knee. My pedicab driver didn't realize that I fell off his pedicab until I cried. Well, I didn't wanna cry actually, but then I thought that he won't stop the pedicab untill he realize that I'm not on it, and then I cried.
It wasn't hurt so much that made me wanna cry, it's just the shame... Hahahahaha...
I fell in front of a hostel, and everyone ran out to see the accident. Everyone was panic, they afraid if something on me get broken. I fell off the pedicab for a silly reason. I was sitting on the pedicab step, swinging actually, and I felt sleepy. So maybe I slept and fell.. :p

I miss that moment. I miss my friends... I was with my friend when I fell off the pedicab, and I fell in front of my friend's home (other friend) and she ran out to see me. After she was sure that I was okay, she laughed at me... And I laughed with her, pretending that she laughed with me not at me... .^.^.

I feel kinda lonelly here. I'm not a social person, so it takes more time for me to know a new person, and even more time to be close with them. So, I only have two friends in this new city for a year. Isn't that great? -.-' And I haven't meet them in a month!!! I hope I'll have a job soon, so that I can make new friends!! >.<

This picture was taken few months ago. Don't ask me where I get those items! You know where I get them. Yes! Flea market!!
My mom thinks I'm a flea market freak when I asked her to take me to a melati flea market in Medan. She said everything is too expensive in there, you won't say it a flea market if they sell expensive things. So she took me to Sambu flea market in Medan, the cheap one. But I really wanted to go to Melati, nobody wanted to take me there, and I was afraid to get lost... I will go there next time I go to visit my family in Medan!! >.<

Well. see ya in the next post!!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Hi there!!

those are my latest look!!
That Jeans Jacket I bought from Cibinong Flea Market for Rp 25.000, the dress I bought from Sambu Flea Market at Medan, I was visiting my mom and my sisters in Medan and came back to Bogor just two days ago. My mom took me to this Sambu Flea market and I found a lot of great stuffs!! And, that brown bag I bought in Pasar Senen, which is also a flea market, cause I'm a flea market queen!! Brown Wedges I bought in Cibinong Flea Market for Rp 8.000!! But I didn't have time to visit Melati Flea Market in Medan, one of my fave magz wrote that there are a lot of cool and cheap stuffs there... :'(

The bad news is... I'm still jobless!! And My mom isn't very happy about that. And I'll seek for a job in Tuesday. Wish me luck!! >.<

I have my Airline staff training certificate now. I have a lot of As, I even got 100 for Fare and Ticketing. Yay!! Hope it'll help me to get a good job... >.<

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

My Fashion Illustration

I made it in November 2009, you can see the date in that picture. When I was working as a sales promotion girl of Cardinal Brand in a Dept Store in Bogor. I spent lots of time making such drawing. That dress in the picture is a vintage dress. I was crazy about sweet vintage look and the great combination of red and blue. So I drew it.

I made this one earlier. They look awfull *sigh* But as you can see, my drawing has getting better. I've never practice my drawing again for about a month. I don't know why, it's just... I don't know, I'm not in the mood. I have more drawings that I'll post in my blog. But most of them were drawn on my note book, and they've not been colored yet.

I make fashion illustration not to really design a clothes or what, I more of designing a style. The clothes I drew sometimes taken from the fashion magazines. When I saw a cute dress or a cool studded shoes and I wish I had one, I'll draw them and combine them with other nice outfits I've seen or I have. But, yes, sometimes I just design a new dress or skirt or shirt, inspired by the pictures in a magazines or the clothes I saw in the DeptStore where I used to worked at.

That is my sketchbook. I made the cover my self, I cut the pictures from the magazines. Now you know that I am a magazine junkie. I cover it with black paper and I glued the pictures on. I add red and silver glitter glue. Can you see it? Oh, and I also glued red and white stripes also taken from the magazine on the side of the book. I made it to make my mood in drawing, but it didn't work. It's just make my mood in making sketchbook cover in my A4 sketchbook. Poor me..

So... I hope I'll make a new illustration soon. Wish me luck!!

Rainy Days

Bogor is a rainy city. I like it here, but somehow I still miss my hometown. Small town, it's almost like a village. Only bigger. We don't even have a mall and movie theater there. That town named Singkawang. That small town, where my Dad and friends live. I miss them so much.

It's weird, when I was there, I really want to get out from that boring town. But now I'm here, far far away from home, I miss the peace of a small town, the beaches, the neighborhood, and no rush hour. I know a lot of people there, in here, I'm facing new faces everyday. I really want to go home for a week or two. Have a vacation.

But I like it here too. I have nice people around me. Feels like they've known me for a long period of time. To be Honest, I don't want to have a job in my home town. I have to find a job here, in Bogor. It's more challenging, knowing that you can survive in a city far away from your family and friends. It feels like I am a big girl now, not a little princess who waits for her prince to come and get her out of her boring little world, to a wild and challenging world. This princess can find her own way. And find her own prince.. ^^

The photo I've promised you to be posted. That look was kinda vintage, I actually like a vintage style. The shirt, blue striped shirt, I bought it in Pasar Senen, a flea market in Jakarta. Have I mention that I loooove flea market? I think I have. Well, I heard that Pasar Senen was burned down not so long ago. It broke my heart to hear that. I'm sorry for their loss. And I'm sorry that I can't buy cheap yet adorable things there again. But, I don't know, maybe one day they'll build it up again. Well. hope so..

The pants, my Mom bought it for me when I was in Medan. She bought it for me to be worn by me for job interview. But it ended up in my lower closet shelf.

I love those shoes so very much! I bought them in Cibinong flea market for Rp 8.000,- I can't tell you how happy I was to see those shoes there. I just grabbed them so that nobody can see them and save them for myself. I got them and I bought them!! Yay!!

I'll post the last look tomorrow. I don't really like the last look in that photo, I like it when I saw it in the mirror. Because I looked slimmer. Hahahaha... We'll see tomorrow.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010


Ooohh my God!! I've got 3 followers!! I've just read a comment from one of my new lovely follower about not to translate the blog in Bahasa Indonesia. Hmm... Good idea, I can save more time to manage this blog better. Thank you so much for your advice... ^^

Thinking about followers and my account in lookbook, now I don't really care if nobody hyped it. Cause having this blog make me feel like I'm not wasting too much time doing nothing. See, I'm getting more positive right now!!

I wasn't very well yesterday, I got cold, and I slept all day. I'm getting well now, thank's to my boyfriend for that. Love him... ^^

Aaah... That picture of me was taken by my boyfriend yesterday, of course when I got well. I bought that tee from flea market in Cibinong. It cost Rp 10.000, I think it's about a dollar. I don't really like the 'Real Life Shit' thing, especially the colour. Too neonic for me. But I love the sleeves. And the wedges, I bought them in the same place with the tee. They only cost Rp 8.000, less than a dollar. Best buy!! I love flea market!!

We took another photos of me in two different outfits , but I'll post them tomorrow. Hey, today is tomorrow. It's 1 am!! But I'm not sleepy at all, I've slept all day. Well, I guest I'm gonna check right now to read some good threads. I like this forum, but there are too many junkers now. Hope it'll getting less soon. So... Gotta go!! See you!!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Another sad story....

I'm trying to insert a picture of me that I recently posted to lookbook, but nobody was hyped it or even commented it. Well, it wasn't really good, but it wasn't that bad. You can see clearly what i was wearing. T.T

It's just fun knowing people appreciate your post and give their comments. Even if there's only one visitor and one comment.

I wanna promise you something, I won't write in my blog if I'm in a bad mood. Like I said, I'll be a positive person, and I'm gonna make this blog a positive blog!! Enjoy!!

Hello! My Name is Metha

Yes.. Yes.. I'm Metha. I'm 21 years old girl from Singkawang, West Kalimantan, Indonesia, now livin' in Bogor, West Java, Indonesia. I'm unemployed and I don't really know what I really want in life. Sounds sad huh? But I think I'm OK with that. So... This blog will be filled with my favourite things and my dreams. Hope you'll enjoy reading someone's sad life. And please excuse my poor English.