Monday, June 14, 2010

Almost got the job but losing my shine

I left my heart in Bogor... I have to move to Bandung. I'm a ticketing and reservation trainee in an Indonesia Airline. I can not imagine living far away from my beloved boyfriend... But here I am, I have to face the reality that no matter how much you love someone, you will never be with him 24 hours a day 7 days a week.

God, I miss him...

Have you ever have this feeling like you're all alone while you're surrounded by so many people just because the one you love is not there with you? Well, that's how I feel. Just like The Corrs' song

I still breathe...
I still eat...
And the sun it shines the same like it did yesterday
But there's no warmth
There's no light
I feel empty inside...

I left my heart in Bogor, how can I live without my heart...

I've promised that I will never post anything in my blog when I'm feeling sad....

But that's how I feel now...

I'm happy that I almost got the job
But I'm suffering...
I need to pull my self together...

Dear Mbeb...

I Love You...
And I Will Always Do...


Monday, June 7, 2010

2nd Interview

They called me two days ago. I have the 2nd interview in Tuesday, the interview will be in Bandung. So, if I can get this job, then I have to move to Bandung. I'm gonna miss my beloved boyfriend T.T But I have to get this job!!! Wish me luck!!! I will go to Bandung this morning, so I won't get late for the interview.

I go to Taman Bunga Nusantara in Puncak last Friday. That place is amazing. I'll post the pictures of that place later. Now I will post the outfit first. Hehehehe...

The multi layered necklace is DIY. And I love details on the shoulder of that jacket. My boyfriend asked me to buy that jacket, I wasn't sure at first but then I liked it!! He apparently has a great sense of upcoming trend !! Now Military looks are in!! He's my stylist now... Hahahaha...


Thursday, June 3, 2010

I should have done my laundry

But I ended up taking some picture wearing my mom's sheer blazer and her dotted blouse. She gave me those items when I was in Medan. I wish I wore this outfit to the interview yesterday, but what would they think....? I wore the shoes actually, and I almost wore the pants. I bought that pants when I was taking my friend Dini to do her "crazy" shopping last week. The size is XL!! But I don't care!! I look slim in that silky pants!! hahahaha...



Look at my lips. I use lip balm, lipstick and lip gloss. And they look plumper

so bossy :p


I tried using my boyfriend's new camera remote and his tripod. So, for the first time I took those photos my self!! Yay!! You can see me holding the remote in my left hand in the 2nd photo. There will be more photos with these tools now!! Yippie!!

So, still waiting for the interview call... Wish me luck :D

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Wish me luck

Long time no write... :D
I had an interview this afternoon at Sriwijaya Air, finally! I was so nervous till I almost couldn't talk at all. But, I hope a miracle can happen and they will call me for the next interview.

Last week my friend from singkawang came to visit me in Bogor. I take her to shopping places and she spent lots of money, hahahah!!

Her name is Dini, we've been best friends since we were in the first grade of elementary school. Can you imagine that? We've been best friends for about 16 years!! There were three of us, best friends. Me, Dini and Ikha. Oh.. I miss Ikha. We talked about our childhood while she was here in Bogor. We miss the old times... *sigh* I alwasy have best friends in every grade of school. Dwi and Dyan are my best friends in Junior high school. And Astri is my best friend in High school. Miss them so very much!! Now I have Esa and Veny in Bogor. Best friends mean more than just a friend. I can say that I have pretty much friends. But that's all my best girl friends. My sisters, My mom and Kak Harti are also My best girl friends. My father and my boyfriend are my best boy friends. Love them, Miss them!!

We went to Bandung in Friday, but we didn't spent much time there, thanks to traffic jam -.-'. She went back to Singkawang in Monday. I'm gonna miss her, I'm missing her and my friends in Singkawang T.T

I'll post the latest look. I was playing with animal prints about two weeks ago. There were an internet connection trouble, and I was like crazy!! Now they've fixed it.







I bought this sunglasses when i was visited Kota Tua with my boyfriend. It's just like a The Jakmania sunglasses, because it's orange. Hahahaha... I wont wear it in Bandung!


The colourfull leopard print blazer was my mom, she gave it to me. No, I asked her to gave it to me, hahahaha. Zebra print bag was bought when I was working as SPG in local Dept. Store. That leopard print flats was bought at Mangga Dua.

It's summer look. It's still rainy in Bogor, sometimes. It's a "Rainy City" anyway...


Well, wish me luck with getting that job!!